I was talking to randos on the bus and deciding to knight people with rulers-level drunk for most of yesterday so sorry if you had to interact with me.
There is no part of you that is not wonderful and lovely.
Every part of you is lovely, from your favourite features of yourself to the gradual improvement in the places that you like less.
There’s a post going around asking about ‘what’s your selling point as a human being/friend?’ and it’s you. You are the selling point. You are wonderful and beautiful and awe-inspiring. The best part of you is your entirety. There is nothing that could ever lessen you. You are the best, always.
I went to see my GP about a referral for possible narcolepsy symptoms and they gave me one for a neurologist, which I was vaguely uneasy about but was willing to run with. The neurologist has now themselves referred me to an epilepsy/seizures department and I’m just pretty sure that’s not the right place? I think they focused really hard on the sleep paralysis stuff that I barely mentioned near the end and reading the referral letter it wasn’t even explained very well so what the actual am I supposed to do?
One of my most fundamental not obviously unhealthy self-issues is that none of these events are or should be presented as being about me which comes into conflict with the way I post being obviously framed on myself which would be okay if this were a literal diary but in making it public and essentially attached to a social media presence I have created the ability for it to speak over others in places where I have no valid or relevant perspective (which is often!!!)
Three nights in a row of drunkposting; top quality blogging.